Hello! Big girls don't cry baby.
Don't hold the tears back kyna. Burst out. If with this can makes you feel better, just cry then I bet that everything is okay like back then. Things will get normal like before , I must believe that all these is just a temporary emotion. No use you decide a permanent decision for a temporary emotion. Keep repeating that everything is okay. Don't forget when you wake up every day in every morning, try to not think about yesterday. Past is past and leave it behind. I always thought to myself, once you wake up..open your eyes like nothings happened yesterday or last week or last month. Wake up with the feeling 'my first day in this cruel world' . Face the shit things with smile on your face. xo