We meet again. I can't believe that I'm really serious in blogging again. Actually 'to start blogging' is not in my 2013 wishlist. Yay me like I promise it before this so...here I am. You know the feeling that you feel its kinda awkward to be here..right here..and typing when I have deleted my own blog 'kynato.blogspot.com'. Tak rindu. Cuma kenangkan blog yang lama tu. Full of sweet and bitter story. That's my life. And one day when I with him my sweetheart. I decided to delete my blog and I choose to be right here. This is the place where I belong to...'H|K INFINITY' This is my exactly home. I'm happy with him and happy with my life. Sometimes , I could feel that he's the one that I'm looking for before this through my journey. This is what I really want..what I really need. No one could understand the feeling. Nobody can deal with it.
Falling in love with him is the most unexpected things that ever happened to me..wrong time and wrong place. He still accept me to be part of his life. Aaa I still remember his face how he looks like, I still remember the conversation, I still remember how he rooled his eyes when he trying to digest all of this omg how I miss that moment. I still can remember his breath, he look nervous..and the way he staring at me. Such a wonderful moment. I really really miss it. Like a lot. He gave our first song called 'Asher book-Try' . No wonder I am so really really like it damn much. Heyy, I am his first love at least he try so hard to love me as I am his first and last love. That is what he promised to me. 'You're the first and last' . He make it...he love me.
The first day was tough for us to go through together..and it was he first experience going through the pain. So much pain. We did it! I know no need to be so excited, we're only 18. Another 5years waiting for us and we all don't know what waiting for us in front. We just have to be stronger than before to face the obstacle. Sayang, I can't wait and I'm waiting for you always. Such a long journey. Im really proud of you. You willing to do anything just to make sure our relationship last longer. I love you x