Sometimes you feel like you wanna cut yourself whenever get down, upset like fucking upset. Then you realize that that fucking guy do not deserve your blood and your tears. Every scars describe everything. It just took a right guy to know everything about your scars. Because taking care is one of the gentleman list. When you act like 'I don't give a fuck' mood , they're all started care and getting mad at you because you like don't care about them just like they care about you...They do care when its too late. And you totally in dilemma. They makes you feel guilty and who should be blamed? This is so fucked up.